Thursday, May 07, 2009
Truth
The synchronicity of messages when you are on a life's journey is fascinating when you are willing to take them in your hand and look at them. Monica just posted a recent find from a fortune cookie and I loved the message she claimed as the universe's call to her. And despite the fact that she may say to me, "Hey you copied!" (as sister's often complain) I will argue in my favor that instead I was inspired to simply watch for the messages that might emerge.
During the last few weeks I have been commenting on other people's blogs about speaking one's truth. It has been a theme with many... finding one's self in the world. And even today, as I dealt with profound levels of self-doubt, self-appreciation, anxiety, exhaustion, self-criticism... self-awareness... it was all about struggling against (or with) my truth for a clearer understand of who I am.
I got home, exhausted. My head is pounding... conversation with a friend on the phone left me spinning with even more levels of awareness and longing... As I heated the water for a hot cup of tea, I quietly released a tea bag into my palm and stole a glance at the message.

"Recognize that you are the truth"
It has always been there. My truth isn't something that I have to look for endlessly, like a lost sock or a missing earing. I need not call out to it like a desperate climber at then end of her rope, hoping for the others to hear. If I simply get quiet, all that is truth exists with me. In my breath, in my energy, in my soul... it is here.

I found I was a little less exhausted with myself.

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3 Comments:
Anonymous Anonymous said...
You are awesome! I hope you know that <3
` amanda

Anonymous Anonymous said...
I find that I know my truth, but it is so unwilling to express itself for fear of the consequences. So what is one to do with that yearning to be who one is?
I get so much by reading my daughters blogs. Thank you hija mia.

Blogger Evelyn said...
“Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage.” ~ Anais Nin

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